I am still speaking on the subject of counting the cost from my previous posting where I discussed that it cost to be a disciple or follower of Jesus. I went on to say that in many cases no one sat down with you and helped you consider the cost so that you understood what was required of you and thus could begin your training knowing what the end result would be versus floundering around trying to find your way and being lead astray by false prophets.
Consider this teaching on how God deals with His sons and how he accepts us into His flock; Hebrews 12, verses 5-13:
(v5) And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons: "My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
(v6) because the Lord disciplines those he loves and he punishes [scourageth] everyone he accepts as a son
(v7) Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?
(v8) If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons.
(v9) Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! (v10) Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness.
(v11) No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it (v12) Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees.
(v13) "Make level paths for your feet," so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.
WOW! Goodnight! You can turn off the late night "seed sowing ministries" and stop reading Christian books on "how to be rich": sorry, "how to live abundantly" and go to bed or carry on your day in peace knowing that God is using your trial(s) and trouble(s) to discipline you and me. No book or ministry is going to change that. You are suffering for a divine reason. You are being refined by the refiners' fire to become righteous and strong in faith, ready to uphold, defend, and share the gospel of our Lord. You see, these are the things that God is most preoccupied with as oppose to material gain.
What am I saying? I am saying, stop seeking material gain for the moment and get your fundamentals together. You want God to say that what you are doing or have done is "good enough" -it's not. You have to keep going. You have to keep praying. You have to keep fasting. You have to keep trying. You cannot faint. You will and must finish this race. God is not going to say, "Well, she got almost there" or "Well, she didn't sin too much so...". No, our God is perfect and exacting in every way. His standards are high and you must meet them if you want His best for your life.
You are not ready for your blessing just yet. Take this time and let us all work together to strengthen ourselves and each other so that we are ready to do all the is required of us and enjoy our crown, enjoy our reward, and reap our harvest. If you faint, you will not receive the blessing and you can read your bible to find that out (see Galatians 6:9) which reads:
"And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."Again, stop asking God to give "it" to you early -He won't. You must endure and hit your mark as my brother shared with me last night. I am encouraged to hit my mark and taste victory whatever it takes. I don't want to ask God to accept my 99.5% service as "good enough" or "almost". On the contrary, I want to give Him a 100% because that's what He gave and gives me, His all. Remember the song which says: "Lord I'm running, trying to make 100 because 99 and a half won't do"?
Remember, I love you and so does God. He just wants us to get better and learn to fight and to win and to overcome. It is a struggle and you will hurt and even cry. But in the end, you will be made strong, wiser, better, courageous, mighty, and live a life of VICTORY!!!